Saturday, April 14, 2007

Where To Find A Glory Hole Long Island

mental instability


Confusione, insoddisfazione. Recently I have been very mangy and whining. capricious, like a child. I do not know exactly what I want, I know that I have not enough for me ... expect more and more.


I would like to stop and tell you now
that everything I see makes sense
and that everything around me resembles
and expect that everything around me but
are in full swing here


suspended between my doubts

explain to me why I want to have more of what I dreamed I
avere di più di quel che ho già provato
io voglio avere di più di quello in cui ho creduto
e voglio avere di più di quel che
questo giorno mi ha dato

Ti aspetterò tra rami di stelle chiare
là, dove tutto può accadere
e dove ogni parola è una preghiera
ogni parola aspetta me
ne cercherò di nuove
qui, sospeso nel tuo sguardo

io capisco perché
voglio avere di più di quello che ho sognato
I want to have more of what I have already tried
I want to have more than one in which I believed
and I want to get more of what I lost
I want to have more than what I hoped
and I want to get more of what


of what I just touched
Crush - "I want to have more"

Friday, April 13, 2007

Throat Hurts With Blisters In

Preparation (C) academic


you stress, you want my chronic constipation, you want my ass is up in arms ... but I had hemorrhoids.
It 's the most painful thing that ever happened to me ... not credevo fosse una cosa del genere! Essì che non erano vere emorroidi, bensì solo infiammate.
Dopo un mese di cure con pastiglie, creme e bustine e varie va bene, ma appena ho smesso ho ricominciato a fare la cacca dura e faceva male, così ho ricominciato con il Daflon (rinforza i capillari)... ma ho il terrore che interrompendolo di nuovo, ricominci l'agonia.

SONO IN BALIA DEL MIO ANO *__*

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Zoophilia/beastiliaty




"[...] Some people have to be
Permanently together
Lovers devoted to


Each other forever [...]"

Depeche Mode - Shake the Disease


I ntro Rie in this category of people. I found the person you are in tune and in sync, which does not hide anything, I say all right to talk to taste, with which I like to debate, discuss.
Honestly I never thought to become so dependent on a report ... but it happened, slowly, with the passage of time. I have always demanded much from this relationship, and Andrea was always ready to accept and meet my demands, so we became more or less inseparable: the same friends, same interests, same life.
un'annullarsi Many would say that in the long run and that is boring, but we're okay. I never claimed that all couples should be equal ... there are those who are good at a distance, who rarely seen, and who is a bit 'more. But we do not ... or at least me, and I think and hope he shares it.

But yesterday, he left for Turin to work ... and not return until Thursday (or even Friday).
Tonight was the first time that I did not sleep with him after 15 months, and have passed the first 24 hours without seeing it in 2 ½ years.
For me it was a hard blow.


I know that does not depend on him, it's work ... But I feel bad for him so far, partly because I based noostra and set the story about coming together, I could not bear other expenses, let alone to Ravenna, where the construction will last over a month.
I've always harbored a dream to make me a happy family, where you really love with a man who is present at my side ... and I have the impression that this work me and my grandfather took him away. I asked my grandfather, who is the employer, not to make it go away, if not for a day ... when I go to bed because I want to have someone at my side, and not andarmi to lie down in a bed too big and too cold for one person.




My heart is bleeding.