Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Zoophilia/beastiliaty




"[...] Some people have to be
Permanently together
Lovers devoted to


Each other forever [...]"

Depeche Mode - Shake the Disease


I ntro Rie in this category of people. I found the person you are in tune and in sync, which does not hide anything, I say all right to talk to taste, with which I like to debate, discuss.
Honestly I never thought to become so dependent on a report ... but it happened, slowly, with the passage of time. I have always demanded much from this relationship, and Andrea was always ready to accept and meet my demands, so we became more or less inseparable: the same friends, same interests, same life.
un'annullarsi Many would say that in the long run and that is boring, but we're okay. I never claimed that all couples should be equal ... there are those who are good at a distance, who rarely seen, and who is a bit 'more. But we do not ... or at least me, and I think and hope he shares it.

But yesterday, he left for Turin to work ... and not return until Thursday (or even Friday).
Tonight was the first time that I did not sleep with him after 15 months, and have passed the first 24 hours without seeing it in 2 ½ years.
For me it was a hard blow.


I know that does not depend on him, it's work ... But I feel bad for him so far, partly because I based noostra and set the story about coming together, I could not bear other expenses, let alone to Ravenna, where the construction will last over a month.
I've always harbored a dream to make me a happy family, where you really love with a man who is present at my side ... and I have the impression that this work me and my grandfather took him away. I asked my grandfather, who is the employer, not to make it go away, if not for a day ... when I go to bed because I want to have someone at my side, and not andarmi to lie down in a bed too big and too cold for one person.




My heart is bleeding.

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